i came up to my room just now after having watched the boy in the striped pyjamas downstairs.the boys were already upstairs in bed i came as usual to my room -
what i found:
- the boys had gone through my diary (WHICH IS PRIVATE) and used MY nailpolish to desecrate it
- they tipped all my clean clothes out of the basket onto the floor
- they used half of my small stockpile of fireworks (which i’d been keeping to show my parents and brother when they visit me
- they opened my bedside cabinet and went through my personal belongings which were inside
-used my candles and stole my lighter
- moved my room key and tied it to my cupboards
tomorrow i’m going to be telling augustin that i can’t do that favor he asked of me because after this behavior there is no way that i am doing anything for him. i don’t like anyone else in my room other than me (or someone aged 2 or less) under normal circumstances, but when i’m not in here??? those disgusting little brats can go to hell, this is not the type of behavior to expect as a guest from children over the age of 10 and i am ridiculously angry although i actually feel like crying which could be an effect of tiredness and watching the boy in the striped pyjamas and the insane anger i feel - it is almost like rape to me because they have penetrated my world which i keep intact by having a private place to be free of people and they have just disregarded that fact!
